Am I dead

• Somtyms i feel lonely in d midst of a crowd...
• .. A river passing by and people dying of thirst
• . ...raindrops without ant satiety to earth..
• ..the summer without any heat..
•  .winter is flowing deep in my body
•  . ..chilled widout any pain 
•  without any hope. ..i lay...
• .i was playing with my kids just before i slept. 
• ..but ..oh! i cant try to wake up 
•  .i hear everyone crying and asking  
• something i can hear but can no longer figure it out
•  or reply them either..... ....
• ...i dont knw how to tell this in words to anybody
•  ....but i knw deep in mah heart that it will pass to other hearts
•  ....coz heart will never stop feeling emotions .
• .living or dead. ..for d world
•  i may seem dirty but there is nothing purer than death ..
• ..for the world I maybe rubbish.but i am special for myself..
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• .... after all this let me guess... .
•  .aint i dead
• ....Tell me? Am I dead.....